The Mad House

And so I fall
With this last breath
Frail and weak,
On wings of death
We're dying, slowly
In the night
Could I ever win this fight?
My strength is leaving, my sense is gone
Knocked over by opponents, a poorly placed pawn
If I told you I was yours, would you take me home?
Anything to feel like I'm not alone.

Just wrote that after I titled this. Random.

Really annoyed right now. I just got home from the homecoming game, though I left at half time and I got home at 11, after getting there at 7... The power went out, so we went to the college for the game. Apparently it was cold. I wasn't, or atleast I didn't feel like it- I can tell now that I was, after thawing out in front of my heater. I had to walk/run a lot because there was a lot of traffic and Amelia's mom, the one that was supposed to drive us, couldn't get over to the highschool, or all the way over to the stadium. So we walked and ran a lot, because my friends are hyper.
I seriously almost passed out. My legs were wobbling when I was standing in the line to get a drink, and I was kind of afraid I'd fall over. Not because I'm fat and can't walk a lot, but because I didn't have the energy. I've been pretty much starving myself for two weeks to fit in this damn dress for this stupid dance I might not even go to because my parents are jerks. My mom called me a brat because I wanted to go home in 40 degree weather at 11 o'clock and I interrupted her TV show.
F.M.L.
And my friend was annoying the heck out of me. She was screaming in my ear while I was on the phone with my mom, which just made her even more pissed off at me. I was really worried about my other friend because she has asthma and was pretty much gasping for breath, and she kept caughing and it was scaring the heck out of me... Then she was all shiver-y and she wouldn't take my hoodie. I hope she's okay, I think she stayed after I left.
So now I'm sitting here, tired and upset and about to fall over. And I can't eat anything. And I REALLY want to eat something. I eat when I'm upset :/ I'm gonna try to sleep so that I don't have to think anymore. Goodnight, Blog.
Hope your feeling better than I am right now.