Ughh. So, everything was going awesome till about half an hour ago. Not going into detail, for those of you that actually know me and don't need to think my family's as freakish as they already do. Lets just say there's a hole in the wall, ketsup everywhere, and my mom's sobbing. Before that, I was talking to Vince and watching America's got Talent, and eating marshmallows. Before that I was talking to Emma. So everything's gone downhill.
In other news.
Going shopping with my grandma for back to school clothes or whatever, $200. Excited about that :] Of course shopping with her basically means my grandma sitting on a bench while I roam in Hot Topic Heaven. :P
I've gotta go, my mom needs me. And I've gotta go clean up the ketsup.
Bye.
Kay, so I'm freaking out now. Lane brought home a six pack of beer. My mom called him an alcoholic [he is]. Lane said DJ got it for him [he didn't]. Then Lane flips out and runs downstairs, slamming things and screaming. Apparently DJ had tried to kill himself. I went upstairs to see if he was okay, and he was sitting there with an exacto blade in his hand. I got it from him, and apparently Lane's on the deck hanging off it going all, "IF I DON'T SEE HIM I'MA KILL MYSELF!!!" So he gets off the deck, and after some talking he goes back upstairs and lights a firecracker. It sounded like a gun, and he said he was going to shoot himself. So, of course, my mother passes out on the ground cause of her blood pressure. So I go help my mom, and then Lane comes downstairs, all "You didn't even come see if I was okay!!" Well, mom was kind of passed out, and honestly? I care about her waaaay more than him. So then we talked and whatnot, and he got drunk.
Ughhh.
So now I'm all freaked out. And it's wierd, cause I feel so stiff. I'm shaking, and when I walk it's hard, and breathing feels wierd. But, I'll be fine. Just felt like talking about it...
Bye.
Ughhh.
So now I'm all freaked out. And it's wierd, cause I feel so stiff. I'm shaking, and when I walk it's hard, and breathing feels wierd. But, I'll be fine. Just felt like talking about it...
Bye.
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Helloooo. It's been a few days :P
So, awesome party on the fourth. Had tons of fun, almost all of my friends were there.
When my dad was doing the really big fireworks, like mortars or whatever, one of them fell over and lit the other 20 on fire. It was really scary, cause there was a moment when I actually thought my dad could be dead. He could have died, but he dove out of the way or something and ducked for cover. I have a few craters in my yard now o.O Two places caught on fire, I'm surprised more didn't.
But yeahh.
Went uptown today with a bunch of friends. It was fun, but I felt really crappy the whole time.
Annoyed with one of my friends, too. :[ Two of them, really. But we'll be okay.
Kind of worried. Okay, REALLY worried. About stuff I have no control over, not really anyway. I guess I do, but it just doesn't work that way. Oh well.
Now my brother's freaking out and being an idiot. So, I have to go.
Bye.
So, awesome party on the fourth. Had tons of fun, almost all of my friends were there.
When my dad was doing the really big fireworks, like mortars or whatever, one of them fell over and lit the other 20 on fire. It was really scary, cause there was a moment when I actually thought my dad could be dead. He could have died, but he dove out of the way or something and ducked for cover. I have a few craters in my yard now o.O Two places caught on fire, I'm surprised more didn't.
But yeahh.
Went uptown today with a bunch of friends. It was fun, but I felt really crappy the whole time.
Annoyed with one of my friends, too. :[ Two of them, really. But we'll be okay.
Kind of worried. Okay, REALLY worried. About stuff I have no control over, not really anyway. I guess I do, but it just doesn't work that way. Oh well.
Now my brother's freaking out and being an idiot. So, I have to go.
Bye.
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My brother sucks.
He punches Steve in the car, in the shoulder, really hard. Then in Walmart he starts digging in his pockets and he's all, "I'ma stick this knife in you!!" So then he calls my dad and he's all, "Steve's threatening to call the cops on me in walmart!" and then he gets mad and throws his phone down on the ground, and says Steve did it. So he's trying to get Steve thrown out now. I swear he's high...
I hate my brother. >< I swear, if he does something stupid during the 4th of July party, I'ma kill him.
But anyway. Had an awesome day till that, went up town with three of my friends. We go out for like five or six hours, and when we come back we couldn't tell you what we did xD We do pretty much nothing. Just walking around and talking. :P
So, I'm really excited about the party. Dad's gonna get a ton of fireworks, some smaller ones for us to mess around with in the driveway, too. It's mostly gonna be my friends, and some of their parents. There'll be a few other people there, too.
Not much else to talk about... So I guess that's it. Bye <3
He punches Steve in the car, in the shoulder, really hard. Then in Walmart he starts digging in his pockets and he's all, "I'ma stick this knife in you!!" So then he calls my dad and he's all, "Steve's threatening to call the cops on me in walmart!" and then he gets mad and throws his phone down on the ground, and says Steve did it. So he's trying to get Steve thrown out now. I swear he's high...
I hate my brother. >< I swear, if he does something stupid during the 4th of July party, I'ma kill him.
But anyway. Had an awesome day till that, went up town with three of my friends. We go out for like five or six hours, and when we come back we couldn't tell you what we did xD We do pretty much nothing. Just walking around and talking. :P
So, I'm really excited about the party. Dad's gonna get a ton of fireworks, some smaller ones for us to mess around with in the driveway, too. It's mostly gonna be my friends, and some of their parents. There'll be a few other people there, too.
Not much else to talk about... So I guess that's it. Bye <3
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Okay, feeling really guilty. I don't care what I'm dealing with, please, DON'T feel bad for me, or worried about me. I hate it, and it's a waste of your time.
One little thought causes a world of problems... Ughh. This is one of those days where I wish I could just sleep forever.
It's really hot. >< And I have a party in two days, and I honestly don't know if I'll make it.
So I just feel like crap. Which I don't get, because I had a great day. Went out with a bunch of friends, one who I wish I could see more often.
I'm just gonna go now, no need to complain.
Bye. <3
One little thought causes a world of problems... Ughh. This is one of those days where I wish I could just sleep forever.
It's really hot. >< And I have a party in two days, and I honestly don't know if I'll make it.
So I just feel like crap. Which I don't get, because I had a great day. Went out with a bunch of friends, one who I wish I could see more often.
I'm just gonna go now, no need to complain.
Bye. <3
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