The Mad House

So. A lot of stuff's been going on lately, almost none of which I can tell you.
For one thing I kind of tumbled down a hill [barely, it was like 5 feet] but it still hurt like hell because I landed on a bunch of rocks and now have scratches and bruises all over my body, and the worst headache EVER.
Homecoming dress doesn't fit, I get to starve myself until Saturday.
Woo.
I've become addicted to Twitter, but I get annoyed with it because I wake up to like, 1,000 tweets- not joking. This morning it was around 900.
The only things I'm looking forward to right now?
My birthday, Christmas, whenever I don't have school, and the BVB concert in VA. Oh, and Halloween, cause I get to dye my hair blue, do full out BVB war paint, and dress up like an Andy/Jinxx/Ashley stalker. <33 And I'm making BVB scarecrows/pumpkins. SO looking forward to the scarecrows, that'll be awesome- all leather, war paint, and creepy smiles. Wish I could buy BVB necklaces for all of them, but I don't have the money for that, Lol. I dunno where I'm getting all that leather, but I'll find a way... xD They may end up wearing random black clothes I have.
Btw, finally decided on official hair plan.
Base color: Blue, but not bright blue. Kind of like a sea blue. Then it'll have black under the bangs and in the front, like how Audrey Kitchins used to be. Then I'll have some jade green streaks in the front, and keep it curly, but not too curly. Fix my bangs, and we're good.
I've been spazzing for about half an hour because I can't find this girls shirt, and I really need to give it back to her x_x It's in my room somewhere, but I don't know where. Watch it be somewhere obvious, like on a chair or my bed. Maybe in my bathroom. I dunno. I just know it's not in my purse, where it should be x_x She's gonna get pissed at me... D: Agh.
Found my giant stash of exacto blades, I thought I lost those o_o I have like twenty of them scattered on my bed under my stuff, so I'm gonna wake up some day with exacto blades in me. But that's okay, I guess.
Found a book I read a bajillion years ago, Shiver. I don't even remember what it's about, just that I liked it xD Gonna read it again. You know what book I really miss? Blood and Chocolate. It was AWESOME.
I REMEBER WHAT IT'S ABOUT NOW. AND I WANNA READ IT BADLY.
But I must find her shirt :c Fml.
I've been writing a lot of poetry lately. Apparently adderall makes me better at writing o_o In my opinion. My mom likes my old poetry, but my creative writing class pretty much hated that. I wonder how I'll do now? I had to write a short story about a teacher/mentor-student relationship. It was so freaking random. I could think of nothing, so it's about a girl named Nikki who's an artist. Nikki is pretty much patterned after me, or who I wish I was. Except the hair has changed, so she's a LITTLE off.
I've been listening to a lot of stuff lately... Mostly:
-Black Veil Brides
-Get Scared
-Bless The Fall
-William Control
Woo. I love them all <3 Saw William Control when I went to see BVB. :]

I don't want to sleep tonight. I know I will, but I don't want to. Lately I've been having a lot of "I wish I had someone like that." moments. Someone to hold MY hand through something scary, someone to cuddle with ME when I'm cold... Someone that would make me forget and believe that, just for a little while, I was okay.
I guess that someone doesn't exist, though, do they? Or at least they're very far away.
And so I will continue to mentally date half the members of BVB.
La la la. :P

Getting annoyed with pretty people, just because I'm not. Jealousy? Not really. I don't even know.

This: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z2DaOdSJbYA
Epic song.
That was one of Vince and I's songs.
Others: Heartbreak Warfare, Whaddaya Want From Me, and another song I can't remember. I'm such a wonderful ex, right?
You have no idea how much Whaddaya Want From Me by Adam Lambert related to Vince. I could disect the whole song and every single line would fit perfectly. That was our "Official" song, I guess. There was a lot of shit that went on with us, though. It's kind of sad that he's back with Dameon, though. He's such a whore. I was kind of glad to see Vince go for the last time, but at the same time it tore me in half. It meant I didn't have anything to look forward to when I came home, or anyone to share all of my secrets with. He knew things none of my friends now know, or ever will know. I wish we were at least still friends. He said we would be, but we kind of fell out of contact.

I've started to talk to Tara again, I missed her like hell. She made me realize a lot of things, which I won't share with you just yet. Two people know already, but that's it.

Trying to think of other things to put in here...

Oh. Corset shopping is extremely hard.
That's all I'll say about that... After three hours of Google and eBay. I'm ready to rip my hair out.

I'm getting kind of annoyed with the world. The only guys who seem like the kind of guy I want are on the internet, not in North Carolina.

Feeling kind of pathetic right now, I don't know why. Listening to Bless The Fall on repeat and stalking Twitter...

URGH. I can't find the cord for my camera... It's the thing that gets my picture onto my laptop. D: So I STILL have no profile picture for my Twitter, or a good one for my FB. Blahhh. I have no idea what I did with that thing... I haven't seen it in probably over a month. No doubt it's on my bed somewhere.

My bed is divided in half by a really long cylindrical pillow, one half being where I sleep and the other half being my crap pile. I put everything I use a lot or need to remember over there, so that it's within reach, because I'm too lazy to get up in the middle of the night to go get stuff. It's not even my bed, it's my futon, or however you spell that.

I just realized I lost a follower on Twitter. Sad. :c I went from 45 to 44. Daww.

I'm gonna go on an epic hunt for shit I'm missing. I'll probably end up blogging again since I have absolutely nothing to do at 1:30 in the morning. Woo. Bye.