The Mad House

Sleeping in jeans is totally uncomfortable. Apparently I fell asleep in what I was wearing yesterday, which I never do. I like my fuzzy PJs, thank you very much.
Then I got my camera and went for a walk. Really glad I didn’t run into anyone I know, since I barely had enough energy to brush my hair, and I didn’t straighten it at all so it’s all curly. And I was wearing my giant sunglasses. Hah. Anyway, I got a bunch of really pretty pictures of the flowers and plants and what not. The clouds looked really cool today, so I have a bunch of pictures of those. I walked down to a little past the sign for my neighborhood, then back to my house. I walked for like 45 minutes in the other direction, no clue where I went, then back. It was really nice out today, I’m gonna start walking more often.
When I got home I had some grapes for breakfast, even though it was like, past lunchtime for most people. I found two reeeeally weird grapes- I call them pumpkin grapes.

My dad and brother are at work, thank God. The weekends are horrible cause everyone’s home and my parents fight and my brother does stupid stuff. I’m terrified they’re gonna get divorced. We barely function when they’re together, if they separated we’d all die. My dad’s nice to me, but my mom’s more bearable. Eh. I don’t know.
Been bored as heck all day. Getting text messages from people I don’t want to talk to, not getting text messages from the people I actually do want to talk to.
Going to Atlanta for half a week actually isn’t looking as horrible now. I feel like I’ve screwed something up with my friends, even though I don’t know what. I just feel kind of guilty. And there’s so much that I want to say to certain people, but can’t cause it would ruin the entire summer. The last week was amazing, and I want everything to stay that way for once. Hopefully it will.
Well, I’ve been sitting on my couch for hours and I’m feeling kind of bad about it so I think I’m gonna go do something. Might go for a walk. Wish I had someone to walk with; it gets kind of boring alone. Oh well. I’ll probably put up some of the pictures I took this morning tomorrow or sometime this week, I don’t feel like shrinking them all now.
Toodles.