The Mad House

So, having a bad day. :[ Went uptown with my friends, that was fun. Amelia and I were looking at this hoard of like, 20 butterflies, and everyone else continued on. So then we went up to Devant field, and I just sat on the hillside trying to text and call them to find out where they were. Of course they answered when Amelia called, but I was ignored.
So, since they obviously didn't wanna talk to me, I got up and walked off, and ended up somewhere down the road. Didn't know where I was. I sat there for like, 15 to 20 minutes, cause I got dizzy and didn't wanna walk anymore. Amelia finally called me and asked me where I was, and we agreed to meet at a stage thing thats near a trail. So everyone got there, after like 10 minutes. My day was pretty much ruined by then cause I'd been thinking about things.
I'm really annoyed with my life.
Most of my friends are dating people now, and it's wierd cause it's this giant flaming constant reminder that I don't have anyone like that.
I just wish someone would ask me if I'm okay and care about the answer. It seems like when people start dating, their boyfriend or girlfriend are all they care about. I'm not gonna go all jealous-crazy and try to break everyone up, though. I'm happy for them, I am. I just feel all lonely and stuff. :[
And now I'm really emotional and stupid. My dad asked me to clean up some water and I just randomly starting sobbing. Ughh. Now my face is all red and I feel even worse than I did before.
I HATE GUYS.
Ughh again.
Oh, and I looked totally stupid today. I was wearing a skirt over my shorts, and when I got there Amelia was all, "Whats with the skirt?" and I was like, "Well, I thought it was cute. D:" and she was all "..." so, ehh.
You know what I want? The State Farm commercial guy. "Like a good neighbor, State Farm is THERE! With a hot guy. Who's also sensitive!" I don't like Dark Side, he's wierd looking. But Hot and Sensitive? Oh yes.
So, new episode of Secret Life of the American Teenager and Huge tonight.
I've been eating mac and cheese like a madwoman, cause I eat when I'm upset.
So, new episode of Secret Life of the American Teenager and Huge tonight. Gonna go watch 'em.