The Mad House

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Heyyy.
So, last night I had the best and worst dream of my life.
It was weird, 'cause we'd moved to some beach and we lived right on it.
My dad was driving me somewhere, and we stopped at someone's house, and this part makes no sense. Vince walks up to me, and somehow I know it's him, just instantly, and he knows its me. I run at him and hug him really hard, and we start walking. We stop at this little garden, with one of those two person hanging swings. We sit down and talk for like half an hour, before we get up and we're just kind of randomly dancing and swirling and talking and laughing. We're going back, and we're walking down these steps, and he puts his arm around my waist and I lay my head on his shoulder and it's so sweet. That was my favorite part, actually, cause I could feel it and it was just perfect. So we get in my dads car, and we're holding hands. When we get back to my house, we're sitting out on my back porch, which overlooks the ocean, but there are a few trees and plants in my backyard and some grass. Then there are wooden steps that lead down to the sand.
So we're talking, and he kisses me, and tells me he's moving there. I start crying, cause I'm so happy, and he just holds me for a little while. Then he says he has to go, and then I wake up.
It made me miss him so much, and I cried so hard, for hours. I didn't go downstairs until 1, and I'd woken up at 8. It was so amazing, but so horrible. I wish he was here, so badly.

But, that can't happen, so, in other news. x_x
Highschool's pretty fun. I have creative writing, then honors english, then healthful living, then math. I hate my third class, and dislike my fourth, though I sit next to a cute guy who's really nice [at least to me]. He got pantsed on Friday, undies and all o_o I saw nothing. Thank God.
I have fourth lunch, wish I didn't. My friends all have new friends and there's no room for me at the lunch table, so I end up sitting alone and feeling stupid and like an outcast.
I have this half-diet, half-fasting plan thing. I'm eating salad for dinner, and nothing else throughout the day. I hate eating at school, cause for some reason eating at all makes me guilty and I feel like everyone's staring at me. So, not lunch. No time in the morning. Maybe after school? I dunno. If you saw me, you'd know there's no room for anything but improvement. So, it couldn't hurt. Gonna test it this week, after I get better. I have a cold :c A really bad, annoying one. Apparently a lot of people at my school have been getting sick, including my best friend whom I hugged many times. I think I got it from her. It's been horrible, I've gone through four bags of ice and two boxes of tissues. I'm freezing, and I wanna wrap myself in a blanket, but I feel so hot and irritated. Especially where my hair comes down.
There's a cute little game I've been playing, called Transformice.
www.transformice.com/en <----Gotta add the en if you want it in English.
Band of the week: Hey Monday
Sad, cause I didn't go to see them at Warped tour when I was there. I didn't know about them then. I've been listening to them for like, three days, and I already love them. The girl was singing Skyway Avenue with the guy from We The Kings when we saw them, so I saw a little, I guess.
Tired, so I'ma go. I'm afraid to sleep, knowing what happened last night. If it happens again I'm just gonna die.
Night. <3